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The Weekends

2007-01-29T01:08:00.000+08:00

sat~~
went for my driving lesson in the morning.. 8AM!!
damn tired.. haha.. but cooll i fixed my instrutor and
thats the first lesson i got for that instrutor.. not bad..
didnt kana scold.. =X and like his teaching haha...
after that my bro come fetch me.. to go malaysia... wee..
first time go with him wahaha.. go there to dye and cut
my hair.. but the outcome >.< bad lah.. the hair style.. sian..
the colour is ok but my hair!!! damn..

sun~~
its the league again!! but before i reach there.. my previous
cap for nyp.. ben ho.. drove me there but hey.. he went
wrong way lots of time lah.. kao.. in the end manage to reach
sengkang.. and played the game against his team.. >.<
well.. my team lost.. sad.. but its a good game thou... next time..
in the finals.. will be a different thing!! if their team and our team
make it there of course hehe...
hurt my back ah!!! and i think i hurt before the game... omg.. weird..
think i'm old liao >.< haha.. warm up also injuried.. =X alrights..
thats all lah.. tml school!! and ppl have to see my hair >.< argh!!!!..

new cloths!

2007-01-27T00:38:00.000+08:00

sooo tired ~.~ haha.. just reached home fro my shopping...
its so damn tired lor.. don't understand why gals can spend
so long shopping when its more tiring then running =P lol...
spend bout 130 for just few cloths.. its like!!!! so ex.. next time
i'm going malaysia to buy le.. its cheaper there haha... well...
tml going malaysia =D soo tired!! tata nitezz... zzzz..z..z.z.....

1year

2007-01-22T01:57:00.000+08:00

=D the last time i blog.. its 2006 new year LOL.. thats long..
and time flies i'm 20 le >.< hmm.. so wat to blog neh...
the new year 2007 is coming more ang bao!!! thats all =D

pigs visit!

2006-02-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

sat.. thats.. 4/2/06 lol.. 1st house i visit this new year.. hy's and alvin's LOL.. both place i played Black Jack and i lost wth!! its like so shit lo.. zzz.. and sugi!! she won 5 bucks i think.. but i lost 2 when i shared with her how come like that want.. damn.. lol.. but nvm lah its fun haha..

sun.. 5/2/06 frisbee league team care bears lost.. 13-15 hai.. sad huh.. was like shit that day.. everything i do i mean every single thing!!! was wrong omg.. really cant make it.. hai.. after that go to my "sister-in-law's" bday party.. lol.. like my whole family go down sia.. wat big face she had hahaha.. after that go home zzzzz...

mon.. thats today.. nothing special at all.. a very slack day.. than go training.. whao i super long time didnt run like that.. feel cramp every now.. haha.. tired ah.. thats alll nights!!

cny Cny CNy CNY!!

2006-01-30T01:06:00.000+08:00

haha.. its cny lo!! over one day le lah.. abit late.. =P no choice not at home.. cant post.. hahaha.. anyway wish everyone happy chinese new year!!! yay!!! =D ang bao ang bao.. thou i'll get very less this year.. and yar!! i got a good news wahaha... heard frm my aunty actually i CAN go to ppl house.. muahah.. but must get permission from that owner first.. see if they mind anot.. =P but better not also.. ='( so sad... i scared bring bad luck or something to my frend too haha.. k lah thats all..blog agian in along time =) ;p

free!

2006-01-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

here!! today i went training.. damn sia.. was performing like shit.. YES SHIT!! haha... run already cant catch the disc.. my captain also say i today sot sot.. lol.. drop till 0 performance wahaha.. omg.. need to buck up already... if not i dead! dun need to go for IVP already lol..
got to hear some things from someone bout someone lol.. and that aint good hearing it.. but i'll let go everything... no use.. no use.. =) free frm all frm everything... enjoy my tiem with all my buddies and friends.. !!! =)

first league

2006-01-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

MY FIRST LEAGUE but.. didnt play.. cause of raining.. yawnz.. work half day to go play but cant!! argh!! so damn.. no choice la.. but now! today!! my maths common test is SHIT!! i couldn't do the whole paper, i know nothing!! AH!!!!!!!!!!! i'll go crazy.. -.- hai... dunno wat to say le la... actually lazy to blog want is cause got some PIG ask me update than write abit of stuff here.. zzz.. =P hehe...

lazy

2005-12-30T13:15:00.000+08:00

so lazy to blog again.. lol.. since i just blog over at myspace of msn.. =P update here next time ba.. hehe... happy new year everyone.. =))

steven's birthfay!

2005-12-18T19:43:00.000+08:00

today is my good friend steven's birthday!!!!!!!!!!!
something funny happen sia.. a guy some towards us[steven, teteng(sugi bro) and me]
wahaha.. he like want to hit us like that.. cause he is one of the customers or
big shot in ntuc ba.. its like last year we work.. than we say him.. lol.. he say last year
he already saw us saying him and not happy.. than just now saw us like saying him again
sweat.. he tot he wat say him.. teteng only ask if we remember that guy anot.. didnt say
anything.. zzz... in e end our great teteng hanafie talk things out.. and he became friends
of ours.. sweat!!!.. i mean big sweat man!! the things he(the guy) was saying lol.. anyway
its really funny lor.. steven wat a great birthday u had.. congrat.. =PP

unlucky day

2005-12-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

hurt my leg.. my injuries from monday haven recover.. so unlucky!! so pain.. zzz... super sway!! and didnt know what to do now.. what is she thinkin.. really gives me a big headache.. didnt know wat to do.. the only thing is to let the time do the trick.. hai... pain pain pain ='( *sob*sob*

tired days

2005-12-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

SWEAT!!! friday after school actually was going to bbq at neil's house for kenneth lin's bday but they told me it starts at 12 am.. damn la.. its really too late.. but i still went for it la.. its only qh, wx and kenneth ngui didnt go cause no traffic to go home.. its like i told em i not going so i went with the class the grassroot.. than some weird things happen that shock me abit haha.. but nvm shant say.. they wanted to play pool, too bad didnt haha.. cause waited for too long.. too pack already so they say go sam's house which they didnt when we alight at YISHUN... wth!! on th way to yishun i decide to go neil house since its so boring.. i called mark and he was at bishan.. so went to find him and also can send some one back there hehe=))

when i reached there..(zzz.. tired!!! damn i'll cut short the things happen) kk here.. qh and me.. went to find mark eat abit of his bbq stuff frm his outside fren.. after that i went to neil house with mark.. gave kenneth lin surprise.. chit chat bout ghost story to drank incidents when bbq starts.. around 4.. everyone goes to slp.. next day i woke up around 7.30 take li ling's cab to yck mrt station.. and frm there i take train to queenstown.. to.. WORK!! damn till 5 pm i was like tired lo!! argh!! after work went to meet sugi with steven.. than meet alan+jas, in e end meet alvin+hy.. its a boring la... we just went suntec for dinner.. zzz.. its like 8+ only.. than they all wanna go home.. sugi suggested to watch chicken little.. but didnt in e end wahaha.. next week than watch.. anyway maybe better also i can slp hehe.. =P WAH!! cant continue le.. damn tired tata..!!!!

START WORK

2005-12-03T20:02:00.000+08:00

o!!! start working in ntuc again lo.. wahaha.. wah freaking tired sia cause before that on fri went out to eat dinner with jian kai, alvin, chan yang cause jian kai last day wahaha.. i go work he go army zai!! after dinner we went for pooll... zzz... freak they all are FREAKS damn i lost em lost till take off pants =( haha.. gladys joined us during halfway thru.. after pool we went to a irish pub somewhere near orchard tower.. lol.. after that i KO already lol.. cause too tired.. than alvin drive to geylang eat that time i was sleeping even when they went to eat LOL... i too tired to go stayed in the car to zzzzz.. hehe.. after that finally went home.. lol.. 4AM reached HOME !!! AH!! and 7.30 wake to go work *faint..

finishing working.. zzz.. lol.. and we are suppose to report work tml at 7.30 am.. *crying damn.. and my homework i dunno how to do liao.. where can i find e time.. sweat.. dead!!!

sinking

2005-11-25T09:48:00.000+08:00

damn.. in school now.. haha.. finish all my 1012 work already zzzz.. so easy wahaha.. 1st to finish sian.. cant go off also cause i'll be alone if i go off.. lol... so no choice but to stay on in this lousy lab.. damn long didnt blog lo.. ya i'll be working over at queensway ntuc again!! starts on 5 dec sweat.. will be damn tired than.. no time to go out in the weekends also.. haha.. no choice also need money.. super poor.. *dead* sian.. nothing to talk le lah..

>heart sinking to the bottom, where nothing is able to help me but to save myself up... for that to happen i have to forgets everything and starts all over again =)) <

time passed..

2005-11-11T19:50:00.000+08:00

here.. blogging.. haha.. hmm... its the second sems now.. and its more stress!! and sad thing.. 2 of our classmates is not in our class already.. sad.. thou not all module isnt the same but.. its like.. zzzz... damn lousy sch why must like this wan.. so troublesome.. anyway.. lots happen frm the study week till now.. fun, sweet, happy to sad, tired, stress.... yap thks sugi! hear me nag in msn wahaha.. alvin also:) thks.. yap thats all le la.. =)) now i hope i can pass this sem wahaha.. and i wan a part time job!! argh!!! no money de days is so fan.. lol...

here

2005-10-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

alright HERE a post if not ppl will be saying why didnt i blog...
anyway why i didnt blog is cause i have got nothing special
that happens for a long time.. everyday is the same.. so..
not gonna blog so much haha... really bored sia.. aome more
i cant even find any job damn!!! everyday rot at home.. and...
really nothing to do.. sad... :( haha.. and yar sugi monday leh!!

study week!!

2005-07-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

yawns tired man got back frm frisbee haha...
fun sports.. n yar 1st day of study week.. should
be 2nd day le.. and i DIDN'T study yet WTF am
i doin?? trying my very best to drop out?? omg..
so stress.. haha.. actually is i m too used on
not studying in exam le.. since in ITE.. teach me
all the relax thingy.. now i really in deep trouble
hope i still be able to catch up.. and yar sat nite
when out wif ite classmates its bored lah.. as in
we didnt have place to go.. but fun and happy
to have seen them again.. haha.. thou not all turn
up.. thats all le.. c when i free again i post those
pics taken wif my classmates here hehe...

BACK

2005-07-17T21:56:00.000+08:00

haha.. yo yo yo guys i m back from camp
whao.. its tired man.. so bout the camp..
its.. fun.. after the starting of first day
of course :p lol.. next wanna participate ..
too sia.. lol.. but as a committee hehe..
cause they seems more slag... lol... tis camp
ah still got PT wan sia like army hahaha...
overall i really enjoyed it.. and made new
frenz.. and hope they dun blame me or
hate on my performance in e camp :)..

CAMP

2005-07-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

wahaha... tml dun need go sch study lo..
BUT have to go sch for camp>.< haha..
hope it'll be fun lah.. now adays i am so
poor hai... gladys budget gang got spon
me money if got no money eat?? if got
then i join u.. haha.. and yar will be MIA
for 3 days 2 nights.. no choice no money
work for NYP.. guard it for 3 days 2 nights
haha... so sian.. hai...
*hope everything will be fine*

hai..

2005-07-11T08:04:00.001+08:00

I LOST MY ATM AND EZ LINK CARD!!!! omg.. wth..
so so unlucky sia.. thats wat happen went clark quey
wif hy they all.. after tt go to hy hse.. in e cab i took out
2 bucks.. JUZ 2 BUCKS for e cab fare.. and i lost my
whole poach.. hai.. freak man.. and for now.. I CANT GO
TO SCH!!!! i got money for my transport... argh!!! how how
how??? kao.. my aunty ao earlier go out already even
before i woke up.. omg omg omg... guess wont be going to
sch today le... hai... so so unlucky...>.<... :'(

2005-06-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

Yi Teng 2005 haha..

3rd week in sch

2005-06-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

lol... today went for the ultimate frisbee club.. its so much fun
lor... but before tt went to wil's hse cause is like i end class at
11am and cca is 6pm!!! so nowhere to go.. juz follow mark go
wil's hse.. at his hse eat maggi mee.. super full sia.. and yar
tot i wont be going for swimming le.. but got a call frm the
swim club again.. haha.. asked mi down on fri.. wahahha..
phew... still got chance to go swimming but i dun wan wear
swimming trunk leh.. so so paiseh.. hehe... anyway after that
wil's dad drive us back to nyp... went back sch watch abit
badminton and floorball.. after that for ULTIMATE FRISBEE!!
haha.. at first me and wil went there.. after tt kelly called
and say he wanna join us.. haha.. and the senior started
brief on e rules and everything blah blah blah.. haha.. half-way
thru mark and debbie come in to join us wahaha... and they
was glad they came!! its like beri fun lor.. hehe.. kk lets stop
on e frisbee...

hm... k now e first cca i went for ish.... foreign body dance haha..
and there is alot of people joining... then hear wat they say again..
after tt they teach us some moves.. so e freshmans can perform
for them to c.. BUT i ran off before i was called up hehe.. =P
was shy lah... so i wont be taking e dance... =( so sad... hahaha...

tis post abit long ah.. pls dun mind huh.. lol..

shag!!

2005-06-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

lol... guess wat.. its cca orentation yesterday and today..
haha.. so many cca to join.. and i got myself a few..
but.. it seems to be too much already haha.. lets see..
i sign up for... swimming, dragon boat, nyppal, sports club,
frisbee and dunno wat dance.. haha.. yar should be around
there.. and i wanna join the french club too.. but no one
company >.< so not up for tt.. haha.. hmm.. guess tts all
ba.. and i found out i miss out alot of hm!!!! DIE!!!..
chop chop.. gtg.. have to finish all of em by this week =))

1st week of sch

2005-06-03T19:41:00.000+08:00

haha... at last its weekend... but stress liao next week
will have more thingy to do.. OH NO!!!... die.. >R.I.P<
haha.. sian.. yar tml i will be moving to yew tee wahaha..
at last i moved to there so much more nearer to NYP..

bout sch.. still e same.. haven had any outings yet.. haha..
still stranger to some classmates.. wah and saw gladys
yesterday for e first time since i went into nyp.. she was..
TANNED.. like charcoal.. and today saw steven lol...
rare to c em.. cause not in e same courses.. nothing le la..

i go slp le.. ZzZzzzZzzzz....

All the peoples around me..

2005-06-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y117/ahxi87/frenz.jpg

here are the ppl thats is around me...
and for those tt wasn't up.. its not tt i forget
u or wat its cause i DUN have ur pics.. lol.. :)

R.I.P picture

2005-06-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

picture i use for my NYP adminssion card and ez-link lol...

o.. o.. my...

2005-05-31T00:05:00.000+08:00

getting lazy to blog le haha.. anyway didnt have
things happen for the past few days.. haha..
but its really tiring ah.. since the sch orentation
starts everyday reach home i juz slp didnt bother
bout other things already.. and first day of sch
gif project kao.. then hear bout the schedule of
what we gonna do.. its like really packed lo..
no time to go out.. and yar!! haha.. i going to
stay over at my auntie hse at yew tee soon.. at first
was thinkin how am i gonna take all my stuff over
to her hse.. cause if i m really staying there it
will be 3 years.. hehe.. but decided today.. that i
will juz bring cloths for bout 1 to 2 weeks go stay
stay try out first.. then used to it le.. slowly bring
the rest of my stuff over there.. haha.. and it will
be much more nearer to NYP.. tis way i wont be so tired
on the trips home.. phew.. but for the time being i m
still taking long trips frm sch to home.. >.< so so tired..
miss days of ITE seems so slag.. hahah.. :P and yap
got to know my classmates better.. at least got ppl to tok
to.. and wont be walking round the whole sch on my own
hehe.. k k.. think tt should be all le.. cause me is tired..

Whao!! It's BoRing!!

2005-05-25T19:15:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of my BORING
ORENTATION DANG IT!!! its really boring
lor.. some more my class... not even a
single soul i know!! shit.. my class is
0504.. and having maths lesson wif 0501, 0502,
0503 and 0505.. tot i got a chance to c some one
i noe BUT no!! there isnt!! or maybe yesh juz
1 tts qiuru.. kao.. dun tell mi i have to be wif
tis class for the whole 3 years!! argh...
wats whose is so so so many china ppl!! kao..
how to communicate!!... bored to death man..
hope there will be changes made to e classes..=P hehe..

~~~~~~

2005-05-11T16:30:00.000+08:00

here la.. write something if not got ppl
complain again... haha... but its like
really nothing to write bout.. yawnz..
o ya... i got my pay wahaha.. and now
not workin lo.. slag at home everyday
cause cant find anyone to go out wif
leh dunno y like everyone die liao..
so boring!!! AND tml going to camp at
pula ubin dunno spell rite anot hehe..
go "OVERSEA" -.-" haha.. think really
rot liao cant find place to go have to go
there.. lol..

Boring

2005-04-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

its such a boring day... juz notice
that all my frendz really all gone liao
all go army.. yar this afternoon went
back to juying find miss ng lol...
go there chat chat wif her for awhile
then went off.. but before getting out
of juying JK asked stay and play bball
so played awhile.. THEN got a teacher ask
us to go dun stay in e sch.. WTH...
after tt went home.. bath, change go have
lunch wif JK.. after lunch take cab to
yuhua find qi hui haha.. play bball..
but boring sia... yawnzz... YAR wont forget
this my father made me wait till 4.30am for
his supper BUT he have reach by 4.30 yet
ish i cant take it le.. too tired.. lol..
fiona also.. ask mi to call her then... haha...
ok lah nothing to write also.. yar sat going to
sentosa hope it will be fun =))

2005-04-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

hey hey... trying out sunglass.. found it at my mum's car hehe..

2005-04-24T01:01:00.000+08:00

the doggy.. got pups le...

first time

2005-04-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

haha.. last nite went to zouk... first time
hahah... =P but was abit sian... take it
as first time visit ba.. familiar wif e place
y sian.. because there is no RnB last nite
dang!! haha.. anyway.. went there wif
HY[nice botak hair cut =P], eddie,
2 of eddie's army frenz and gladys..
funny over there sia.. gladys fren bday.. then
he ~~seems drunk~~.. should say he
IS drunk haha.. and gladys scared he fall for her
and he is if i m not wrong haha.. then she keep
on saying she scared.. -.- funny lah.. dunno
how to say haha.. tts all bout it le lah..

2005-04-20T23:08:00.000+08:00

family of kitty's

So siAn

2005-04-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

nothing to write lo this few days...
haha.. i'll juz find pictures to post =P

tired day

2005-04-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

moring woke up around 10 plus haha.. then went
out to meet woon sheng.. actually wanna go bank
to pay my fees first but... didnt know where is it..
haha.. so went to meet woon sheng and caifu..
for the basic theory on driving hehe... after tt they
bring me to e bank i paid my fees.. took bus 8** forget
the num already wahaha... nvm.. reached yio chu kang
but gladys not there yet!! argh!! haha.. anyway she
reach around 20 to 30 mins later then went in to nyp
saw a few macpherson wan haha.. yar gladys!!! how can
dun bring ur copy of ite CERT!!! -.- but nvm haha...
cause i will be going down tml too wahaha.. at least got
someone pei.. =P blah blah blah.... lazy to write le...
yawnz....

2005-04-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

Dinner before hy go NDU.. didnt post up tt day cause i juz got e pic lol...

so unlucky!!

2005-04-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

sooo unlucky today argh!!! kana elbow on face
wahh!!! so fed up... got a cut at my eye lid...
that person only played 1 round then don't
know die until where liao.. next time i wanna
go there play again!!! shit!!!...

then TODAY did nothing just slag at home the
whole day!! so fed up!!!

early morning!!

2005-04-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

this morning wake up damn early.... around
10am.. for mi its early hehe... really tired...
anyway didnt have anything talk bout today
yar.. HY came out already lol... but will be back
to NDU at sunday night haha... he went in for
9 days only.. that time tell us 3 weeks -.-"
yawnz... boring day... was at the fish farm the
whole day.. and at last i finish my poly forms..
omg.. sure took a long time... haha... k k..
nothing for me to write.. take care everyone... =)

The Pacifier

2005-04-16T01:24:00.000+08:00

*headache* tis afternoon wake up le..
wait for my father to bring me over to
NYP haha... when i reach there le.. just
ask bout the interbank thing.. lol.. what a
waste of time haha... after tt my dad drop
me at patong pasir mrt there.. lol.. dunno y
go untill there also.. anyway take train to
dhoby guat then went to parklane there to
find mark they all.. they playing pool.. i dunno
how to so play arcade haha... after tt went to buy
tix for the pacifier.. wah.. alvin reach around 7 and
show start at 7.. lucky got commercial ah.. if not
miss the starting part.. funny e show.. haha.. but then
boring day.. and having headache+sore throat+weak...
sick AGAIN... omg.. must get myself to excersice le...
thing i lock myself at home for too long... *suffering*

STOP THIS!!!

2005-04-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

this is so so so cruel...

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stop buying fur items!!!

Boring day

2005-04-13T19:28:00.000+08:00

yawnz.. actaully going to work in the morning...
but still couldn't get myself up haha... so didnt
went to work lo... and waited at home for one
of their calls but -.- no one did... today stayed
home.. do nothing rot at home... spiders, roaches,
worm crawl to my body already... yawnz... really
really bored sia.. no choice la... they all busy...
didnt go any where nothing to write le...

tired day!!!

2005-04-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

today really damn tired man..
morning around 8.45 wake up
meetin galdys and xian hui for
medical checkup for NYP...
the Q is wHAAA really long...
we reach there around 11...
end at 3 plus... really lots of ppl
there.. my future sch amtes lol...
anyway after tt took cab home
cause i really cant take it.. too
damn tired.. reach home changed
my pants and drop dead on my bed
haha.. adn tml have to go work in the
morning cause evening have to go
meet wif gladys they all for pool.. i
dunno how to play still ask mi go
play -.- haha.. anyway juz for fun lah..
kk tts all nothing much to say today..

damn long!! take from friendster wan lol...

2005-04-12T01:15:00.000+08:00

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind.
If you base your relationship on feelings,
it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.
Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.
Love her for who she is. Don't even think about
changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this
world & 6 billion different personalities. She's
special & she will stay that way. You change any
part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't
substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique
in their own ways.Love her whole-heartedly.
She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really
treassure her. She could have just got up & date
a so much more dashing guy in town but
she chose you instead all because of love.
So love her guys, not play with her.Don't just get the girl
to beg you to stay or what so ever. If you're with her,
love her. Don't cause a strain in the relationship,
you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity,
that's not respecting love at all. Respect love
the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.
I've been there & I know how it feels.
Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only
one in the world & she's done the best she could.
Like another girl while you're in a relationship?
Then I think it's time you remain single for a while.
Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most
tragic thing to do.Tell the truth, never hide anything
from her. If youwant her to tell you everything,
do the same. Don't go calling other girls
"honey" or "darling", howwould it feel if your
girl calls other guys the sameway? Be faithful,
enough is enough. Socialise only when you're single.
You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of
your dreams. Get itover when she's already
yours, don't ask for more. It never kills
to be romantic. Think, be flexible. Getting that
diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic,
she's human & she lives life just like you.
Something sweet & simple always get the job done.
Money doesn't exist between couples, it's
the love.Never promise her that you'll love her forever
because your forever might end the next day.
Love her as if each day is the last.
Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys.
Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a
sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.
Promise her & make sure you never break it.
Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge
your love to her & her alone. Loving her is giving
her your heart to break it but trusting her not to.
Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it.
That's love. Give her your heart, your life,
your everything. Lay down your life & prepare
to die for her when the need arises.
But stay strong & live through another day,
she can never live without you. Never, ever walk
out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out
& carry on living as per normal, she'd die.
It her heart that you've broken, how would you
ever know how she feels?Winning a girl's heart isn't
the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won
her love. Love her all the way till the end of time,
love her till marriage, love her till old age,
love her till death. If you can love her till
the end of time pray the god together and
ask the god blessing to each one other ...!!

result of hair dye

2005-04-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

haha... i went to dye hair tis morning...
rebecca at bishan at around 10.30.. but
she was late lol.. then i drop off at cck..
to wait for her.. and yar her auntie went
along too.. reach bishan le.. take cab over
there cause don't know the place...
ok.. so reach there le.. got 5 ppl include me
i am the oly guy lol... waited so damn long
for my turn.. cause my hair dye by e
teacher.. haha.. but then she like anyhow de..
but give me try the automatic machine..
wahaha for wash hair wan.. wah lao damn
scary... at first dunno wat the machine will do..
anyway result out isnt obvious.. hai..
but nvm lah good mah.. can take photo
for NYP form.. haha during the dyeing beri
funni.. rebecca auntie.. go take food and
drinks for us.. make me wan to laugh lol....
after tt meet alvin at lot 1 then went
to his hse.. i go there take a nap hehe...
around 6.30 then we take cab go play
bball.. sian... y my parents dun support
me to learn driving if not dun need
watse so much money on cab liao...
now so tired.. tonite wan slp early..
then go jogging tml morning leh...
wan to keep fit liao wahaha... anyway..
charmaine thks for e dyeing of hair... say thks
to ur fern too.. =))

Impressive!!!

2005-04-11T00:43:00.000+08:00

today went to work.. haha.. at last go work le...
go there mum nags at me sia.. say always
go there didnt do anything and take pay
haha.. BUT i did do work hor.. don't anyhow
say.. after that ask my father bring me home
cause having guitar lesson.. before reaching
home we went to eat.. haha.. laksa thats like
shit.. d**n the mee like uncook wan.. but
nevermind.. cause didnt have stomach ache
hehe.. went home.. bath le take cab down to
cck fetch alvin after tt go wm for lessons...
today najif show us a few songs.. and WHOA!
he was great.. haha.. anyway alvin paiseh..
*bow* cant go ur hse haha cause didnt bring
my thingy... pity u next time then go ur hse
company u lah..
~~ dun get e wrong idea for ppl who dunno~
hahha...

love starts

2005-04-10T14:15:00.000+08:00

Love starts with a smile,
grows with a kiss and
ends with a tear...
don't cry over people
who won't cry over you...
the hardest things to do is
watch the one you love,
love someone else...
life's short... if you don't
look around once in a while
u you might miss it...
no one is perfect until you
fall in love with them...
when it hurts to look back
and you are scared to look
ahead, you can look beside you,
as i will always be there...
i am just like stars.. you don't
always see me but i am always
there for you... for you are that
special someone always within me..

At last

2005-04-10T01:36:00.000+08:00

whao.. my blog got something wrong now manage

to change it *phew* somemore is change 2 times

change to a final fantasy skin but got prob too

wth!!!! lucky now can le.. haha.. wanna try to find

more better skins.. then edit.. =P didnt go work

again yawnz.. lifes getting boring without frenz..

without money.. yar around 7 or 8 plus steven

called me up.. guess wat he told me.. wth he is

really bo liao.. he say he saw rebecca at mrt..

wif a guy.. she looks like she was angry wif tt guy

and they seems close.. wtf telling me tis for!!!

nite..

2005-04-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

now at nite le.. JUZ GOT TO PUT

MY POST IN ONLY.. tried the whole

day.. damn.. frm morning till now..

lucky now can if not... *argh* ~punch~ haha...

back to i am going to write.. was saying slept around

4 am last nite cause editting blog.. lol.. wan to put

songs inside but cant leh so lousy.. while editting was

chating wif alvin and a taiwain fren, ying over at MSN..

she was study at south africa now.. haha.. same as HY

3 years old go other country study..

then woke up around 10 in morning on the com.. play

play abit com.. then i check my fone.. HY sms mi lol..

but tts beri early ago.. 7 plus wan.. after that

he called saying he type sms till hand tired.. -.-

haha.. than chat chat wif him.. he say maybe..

will start running after the hair cut and settle down at

their beds.. lol poor thing wahah.. he should be in botak

family le.. which i will be in 3 years time... hehe..

and now i very blur yesterday receive NYP package letter

then i dunno what to do.. for the fees de forms.. some more

parents dun wan help.. wth is that man.. its lots of money

then i dunno what to do.. they still dare to ask me to ask frenz

anyway.. dun care le lah.. sunday meetin mark, woon sheng

ask them bout those things ba.. for now me going to eat lo...

2005-04-08T10:01:00.000+08:00

so damn ugly ahaha

ahem ahem..

2005-04-08T00:41:00.000+08:00

wounds are healing, pain are ease

sadness within are fading, happiness i'll try to find

for the future held within my hands

but scars will never be gone as it

stays there forever...

loneliness will start to grow,

as friend around are missing fast

thats the feeling i wouldn't want,

new frenz will never repalce the old wants,

those who share the past happiness and sadness..

em.. dunno wat title to put

2005-04-08T00:28:00.000+08:00

so... today hmm.. lets c in the afternoon go bring my little

bro home as my mother was too busy to bring him back

to farm.. after tt fixed my com frm adware haha.. then

bath and go to play bball wif alan, alvin, jac, qi hui, bao zhen,

jasmine and hy le... after i ball.. i receive my mums sms

saying i got my NYP letter le.. wee.. but juz now read.. beri blur

need money here and there.. the application form got so many

anyway few more hrs for hy to go ns lo.. wahah.. hope he will do

well inside ba.. and alvin's sis pissed off wif him le.. brother

sister y like tt aiyo.. you shi hao hao shang liang mah.. bu yao yi

zi cao jia... lol.. so sian.. now i feel beri lost sia.. dunno y also..

guess is cause frenz r all leaving me le.. haha...and i wan go to

farm work le!!! if not no money liao!!! i still wan buy lots of stuff..

cap, more cloths if not how to go poly.. lol.. cut hair also.. and yar..

before monday muz cut cause monday going to dye hair.. for free!!

haha.. thks to charmaine.. lol... k k lets end here..

"BUT I'LL BE BACK"

repost

2005-04-07T17:54:00.000+08:00

for 4/4/2005

lol... tt day forget to say jac

bought me something to cheer

up my mood thks.. and muz say

I BERI GAN DONG

haha... happy le

ma.. i say gan dong liao.. lol...

relaxing nite life

2005-04-07T04:14:00.000+08:00

juz reach home not long lol... went to chinablack..

lucky free sia.. fiona's fren open bottle hehe...

mi and hy go oly the rest all go home liao.. thou

didnt dance much but.. wasnt bad lah.. at least

didnt feel too bored or anything.. go there sit down

enjoy e songs.. but before black we went to dinner

at swensens.. at ps.. at first wait for everyone to reach

reach le.. charmaine and rebecca doesnt seems happy..

gladys seems ok. haha.. but lucky manage to have the

dinner.. didnt really have much chat at e dinner cause..

something.. juz dun ask... k? its juz something.. haha..

after tt the gals went home except alan's gf, jasmin lah

then we go play pool at forget wat e shopping center name lo..

i still an idiot at pool lol.. played some arcarde games too..

then its to black lo.. actually i n hy in bus 174 home le.. but before

the bus leave town fiona says her fren can get us free entrance

so went there... em.. hy going to NDU tml lo.. sian 1 more fren

going in.. hope he will do well inside.. muz take care leh.. have to

come c my poly result good anot wahahah.. kk i tired le la.. go slp lo!!!

2005-04-06T10:36:00.000+08:00

happy as it may seems, but sadness r juz within

lost

2005-04-06T10:19:00.000+08:00

*cOnfUseD, SaD and LoNeLY*

~wItH a FeW FrEn THaT cAn ToK~

~bUt CanT GeT bAcK mY LoNeliNEsS~

`aNd THe LOvE`

didnt know what to do, didnt know what to say

didnt know what is coming up from my next to my face

really dunno... frenz are lost.. love wan runs wild

what tt have left if juz myself.. the cruel world is

torturing the lonesome life of mine.. frenz are important

but sometime us juz cant put them at first.. they might

lead u to times where u regret most in ur life..

try putting other things infront of frenz.. like family,

the wan u like tis might turn out to be a better

sittuation.. =)) but.. wat have left for me is nothing

but juz frenz already.. cause tts wat i put in the first

place where it shouldnt be in the first place...

some time to leave out frenz. is a wise choice tt u will

not regret.. cause fren will always forgive u sonner or later

but as for wat coming up once u miss it, it WILL neve be back

again... love wat u love do wat u do.. make ur decisoin.. from

the reckless mind of urs.. should have treat her good.. treat

her better then anyone else.. should have

do watever she likes watever she wan.. now she

juz wan to be far frm u.. can do nothing but juz to obey..

lONely

2005-04-06T03:15:00.000+08:00

*LonEly*
went to bballed around 8 plus.. go there by cab..
ex sia.. juz now chat wif wei ling and alvin at msn..
and fone wif fiona.. haha.. all craps we tok bout..
any way.. now i beri tired.. and back ache.. juz wanna
faster finish tis post and go orh orh... argh!!!
~fell frm chair~ aiya!!! haha.. joking lah.. yar...
wei ling juz dun think too much too.. let it be...
treat it as nothing happen ba.. trust ur self.. do wat u
wan do let other influence you... trust urself dun be

like me wor.. haha..

and think life will be lonely lo... all my good fren

go army liao so sian.. anyway where u all go also muz

take care hor.. wanna c u all after ur BMTs or dunno wat

thingy lol... what are frenz for =))

RP!!

2005-04-05T19:05:00.000+08:00

forgot to say... been rejected by RP :'( hai..

i still nvm.. still go nyp.. but alvin... he really

unlucky.. and his sis still pending.. hope they

will get what they wan.. so sian... tml going for

dinner.. gonna treat em.. gladys, alan and hy..

haha.. dunno got the money bo.. lol...

PoEms

2005-04-05T14:33:00.000+08:00

*Night has fallen, I sensed Darkness,

Along came Silence,

Acompanied by Lonesome.

Darkness, is there any end?

Lonesome, is it a friend?

Shh...Silence, ryhmns like a song...

Why does the night seem so long?

My lost soul wandered in Darkness,

Humming the song of Silence,

Every corner i saw Lonesome there,

Why does it follows me everywhere?

Thank God, he sent Daybreak,

fought away Darkness for my sake,

Silence song? it did not stay,

So Lonesome, too, went another way.*

*my heart has been sealed

for the wound in it will never be heal

memories is only what i could hold*

WoRk Lo

2005-04-05T11:07:00.000+08:00

woke up around 10 plus... hai.. feelin so sian..

going to work today lo.. dunno got mood anot...

and i muz get my pay frm mum today or else

i am dead for tml!!!! haha.. juz woke up nothing much

to write also... yar.. went to look at friendter made a

blog over there too.. created foto album.. haha tts it

la.. c tonite tired anot if not update again...

the wedding date

2005-04-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

its better now.. at least rebecca TALK to mi... -.-

meet steven around 5.30pm.. but i was

late so they wait me.. haha... till 6 like tt then

i reach.. we go great world de jack's place for

dinner wif dorieen, linda and linda's daughter..

not bad lah the food.. haha.. linda say i thin

already.. wahaha tts funny... after tt went to

jp to find jac... actually she wan to chat wif me

bout my thingy de.. but :P hehe i reach too late

le.. so went for the movie wedding date juz now..

not a bad show.. haha.. wif steven, jac, hy and

baozhen... some part so touching.. after tt we juz

went home.. and now.. chatting in msn lol..

.....hai..

2005-04-04T13:40:00.000+08:00

juz woke up lol.. staying over at alvin last nite ah.

till morning 5+ then slp.. as well as rebecca..

tok on fone till 5 to 6 like tt.. i sms her something

befrore i went to slp... haha...

had a dream juz now AGAIN its her...

dunno y.. it is really deep love or juz...

hai.. fate to noe each other

but not together..so sad...

anyway.. fiona ask mi to call her when i woke up..

cause she going to interview for work.. lol..

think she dun really wan to get the job sia haha...

but around 5.30 have to meet steven then go dinner

at great world WITH the supervisor at NTUC..

wahaha... have to treat them also...

she sems happy sia... hai.. like nothing happen at all..

i'll juz forget bout her ba.. and really go for the

next gal tt i will fall for.. haha... and MY NYP LETTER

Y NOT HERE YET... haha...

once back to tt feelin

2005-04-04T01:54:00.000+08:00

feel sad.. and hurt again.. as i reach alvin hse..

was so scared, scared rebecca attitude towards..

she treats mi like invisible.. nvm.. chat wif gladys,

wei ling, jac and charmaine on msn thks again..

console me.. now she was toking wif her fren on fone..
handfone somemore.. sian.. think was wif 2 guys...

update again ba not my hse here lol.. sad..

yaWnz...

2005-04-03T02:32:00.000+08:00

chat finish wif charmaine on fone... hai..

she tells mi to give up on rebecca le.. think

tts the oly thing i can do now ba.. i ask her

how she noe tt rebecca liked mi before

she say she heard gladys askin rebecca..

hmm.. then rebecca reply was like mi in

the past but not now.. so sian.. anyway

GLADYS ah when got time wanna ask

u wat rebecca say bout mi leh.. curious..

2005-04-02T18:05:00.000+08:00

sad huh...

jUz fOR YoU

2005-04-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

*just for you and the memory i have*

since the 1st time... i meet u, u say hi to me, i got ur msn add,

u smile to me, i chat wif u on msn, i sms u, u gave me present,

i had dinner with u, u called my fone to find bout my presences,

we went out to movies, u gave me something to eat, u sat beside me,

u ask bout me, u worry bout me,

u lie on my shoulder, u took the oly pic wif me, i dance wif u...

i had already fall for u.. and i nv regret in noeing u..

but felt something weird in my heart

whenever i sees u.. wif a group of guyz frenz..

meetin guyz late night, toking to a guy at a corner,

sharing ur drinks wif guyz... advoiding me..

be wif ur frenz rather wif me.. and really feelin

sad when i told u i like u.. the ans frm ur u was

"i treat u as a good guy fren, sry.. we can oly be fren"

tts already sad.. there is one more things tt

really fall to the bottom tts.. i found out u actually

liked me before.. tts wat it hurt most...

y wont i tell u earlier when both of us had

feelins for each other seems late for everything now..

its all the past tt lies in my memory now

really hope tt 1 day juz for 1 day u would change ur mind..

i wouldn't slip tt chance off again.. but tts all ur decision

i'll always respect wat u decided...

i really took a long time to tell u tis..

regrets is a thing tt hurts much..

2005-04-02T17:38:00.000+08:00

wear spec so cock

whAt A dAy

2005-04-02T17:06:00.000+08:00

Yar.. sTiLl.. anyway yesterday nite went

to club at chinablack with hy, alan, fiona and me..

haha... after tt suling and qui ru went there

then around 1 plus shi jia n 2 of her fren came too..

but its really moodless... giddy man yesterday :P

after club we went to geylang for supper..

damn full.. i nearly vomit sia.. dun wanna tok bout

things on yesterday club le... cause so sian so moodless...

but there is a thing tt happen when i slp..

had a dream... dunno y dreamt of rebbeca..

hai.. she told me she want to be wif

me in the end.. whao and i was..

happy of course.. but then its all a dream

realilty is always the opposite of the dream...

think tts the best dream i

ever had for such a long long time...

lets end tt.. didnt went for work for 3 days ba..

dunno y no mood for tt too.. hope my mum wont

be angry for tt.. and i m getting broke again :(

:)----> :(---->:'(

dO waT u Wan now or never

ThaNkS EVErYOnE

2005-04-01T17:04:00.000+08:00

hey thks guys and gals... haha

those who pei mi tok de...

really appreciate... thks alot...

let mi try to name out all of u..

gladys, wei ling, steven, hong yuan

charmaine, mark

and alvin too

[juz added alvin name in cause he

say he went to malaysia cant console]

2005-04-01T00:19:00.000+08:00

she is the oly..

lesson to be learn

2005-03-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

hai... chat wif gladys not long ago..

told mi bout becca she say actually

she liked mi alot last time.. then

wHAT THE FARK AM I THINKING

BIRD BRAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

any way the lesson is

DO OR SAY WHAT YOU WANT TODAY,

AS TOMORROW MIGHT JUST BE TOO LATE

DUN REGRET

dun... be like me...

regretting everything now

tis will be beri sad for mi

2005-03-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

hai... really sad... told rebecca i like her today

but she say she like mi too BUT

as a good guy fren yawnz... didnt feel

much at first.. but after charmaine called and

tells mi actually rebecca liked me before but

was long ago.. i ask her how long is it.. ans!!! last year!!!!

fark.. its juz bout 3 month to 4 month

back.. yar admit its long.. but y am i so stupid!!!

have to drag till now then tell her..

wat the farking hell are u doing aaron..

u sux man.. should have farking hell juz tell her

the first time u have feelin for her...

and tt should be.. after i got her hp num

start to sms her.. still rmb some things..

i owe her 1bottle of pokka green tea

haha.. 1 spicy potato chips, 1 burger, 1 tawain hotdog...

hai... but its all over.. y am i so slow.. such and idiot..

she the oly gal tt i really like so far...

last time my gf is like didnt get to noe her much

was already been push to be stead by my

frenz le... the oly gal i really have feelin

for was rebecca.. but seems to be too young to say tis..

haha.. anyway if she have anything hope she will find mi ba..

tis feelins wont fade so easy wan.. :( anyway have to act

nothing had happen and be her GOOD GUY FREN

as she treat mi as... if she really doesnt even

have a bit of feelin to me le i'll juz have to hope

she find a good guy... thou tt will hurt much if i c 1..

cOnfUsEd

2005-03-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

haha got to learn more on guitar lo...

now at least noe some of e cords..

now other thing to be confused on!!

tts the girl she really made mi confused

didnt noe if she is juz close to all her frenz

or wat... frm ppls view she seems to be

close to me but to mi she seems to be

close wif EVERYONE else...

yesterday after guitar lesson went to alvin's

hse tt means her hse... she told me she bought

a t shirt for mi.. but didnt show mi at all??

weird.. so c.. isnt it confusing... hai..

still young let concentrate on studys ba..

primary is to study and earn big bucks..

secondary is to have a gf... hahaha

siCk

2005-03-27T01:02:00.000+08:00

omg.. feels sick frm the moment i woke

up tis morning around 3 meet up wif hy

to go town.. for?? dun really noe go meet

wei ling.. and dunno y always

wan to meet for.. cant understand... gals...

after tt go eat wif hy cousin, auntie etc... quite lame

ah they all... finsih dinner le take cab go

westmall to watch wif becca actually hy wanna

let mi watch wif her but becca told him

ying ying going for movie too.. BUT in

the end ying ying didnt hy keep on saying

"pian wo zhe si" lol lame... actually wanna tell

becca tt i like her wan.. juz couldnt bring

courage to it... yawnz.. and didnt really have

any chance to sms her bout it..?? or i didnt make

a chance for my self?? sometimes wondering

if i really like her anot.. and did she have

any feelin for mi she seems to be friendly wif anyone

she noes... fan ah!!! hhaa... but lucky got something

to cheer me up a little bit.. tts i am going to study

in NYP wahahaha... happy to receive e letter :)

but sad bout things wif becca... :( and dunno

why she like to chiong so much now...

hope she will understand y i ask her not to :)

nO mOviE

2005-03-25T17:44:00.000+08:00

hmm... actually "was" going for

movie tonite with becca..

but in the end... *so sad*

she said she waill be going with

family for "the eye 10" so no choice le..

have to juz stay

home and rot. didnt go to work

cause of tis.. yawnz...

its ok lah have to watch tml lo...

~*sIcK*~

2005-03-24T15:33:00.000+08:00

hmm.... sLaCk wHen TheRe
iS nO woRk oVeR hErE :P

PaRty @ cHiNaBlACk oN 23 MarCh 2005

2005-03-24T14:29:00.000+08:00

*PaRty @ cHiNaBlACk oN 23 MarCh 2005*

WeNt To ChinA bLAcK witH aLvin, Hy, rEbecCA,

Su linG, Qiu RU, ChARmAine

CANT FORGET TT GOOD "BROTHER" OF MINE GLADYS NG

[haha... she say why forget her so now put big big]
lol.... was haVinG lOtS oF fUn..

iTs ThE FirSt tIMe dANcinG WiTH giRls =P
haha... fiRst TimE i DAncE WiTH hER.. fiRsT tImE She

LieS oN mY shOUlDer Too. heHE..

2005-03-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

yaWnZ pLeAsE dOn'T gEt sCaRed oF bY mY ugLy pIcx

OnGy's HeRE.. mEoW

2005-03-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

*LosT iN tHe BluRrY fOreSt oF LiOn cItY*

yAwNZ lIfe geTtiNg MeAnLeSs nOthInG
sEeMs tO Be On THe RiGhT trAcK,
NoThiNG SeeMs tO Be fOr Me and YoU...

Dun ReGreT dO oR sAy wAt U wAn TOdAY

As Tml MiGHt Juz Be ToO lAte...

~tEsTiNg-TeStiNg~1-2-3~